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drunk [24 Jan 2011|10:23pm]
[ mood | angry ]

sometimes i just dont know how to handle people. let me wake up, tell me what you need. youll blame us anyhow, its our job. dont worry, we dont deal with anything.. chug a bottle of vino. your dad wont be okay and i promise, you are my best friend. BULLSHIT ..\parties turn into a drinking problem,, and i hear everyone has it. fuck the world and feed us nonsense. walk down that road, find your own personal epiphany. the world may come to an end and who is to blame? we take benadryl and it makes us hyper... "where the fuck is kanye when you need 'em ?(-eminem)"

[1] try to remember + -the past is gone

[02 Jan 2011|07:24pm]
ahhhh january, again :(
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..cause im so bitter. [29 Dec 2010|08:01pm]
ok, here we go again.. another year; another something. its been far too long to still feel this way.

you said i must eat so many lemons
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if only i could miss you [09 Dec 2010|10:12pm]
what do i do now? some against me! and where did my brain go? no joke, like it vanished.
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rev it [07 Dec 2010|10:06pm]
im pretty sure my brain either ran away; or has given up on me. i dont know, anymore at all. okay december: show me what is next!
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..is it worth it all [02 Dec 2010|09:05pm]
wish i could change it up, do something different for a change,, i should, i so should. although i am too afraid to drive alone.. :(

cut it out now, foot down, break the wall
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stupid [24 Oct 2010|04:35pm]
i should probably just stop talking. last night was fun; i think. october24. what am i to do in all of this. i just, want. and i could love..
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idiot status. [17 Feb 2009|09:53pm]
and its learning to say hello and goodbye. and i cant put anything into words. 25.

time is yet the most confusing thing in the world. without time we have nothing; and its fucking ticking. if only everything could be exactly my way. time to wake up.
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Writer's Block: Been There, Done That [02 Feb 2009|07:51pm]
If you could live one day in your life over and over, which day would it be?
if i could live one day over; ah how to pick just one. i think i know when it was. theres many a grand day i want to live over. like beer nights at bieds. my 20th birthday. 66 any time. good crawford nights. a few nights around here, but its so hard to remember that far back.. we live and we lose so simply and i would love a simple day, walking home when i was 12 from school and the crisp air gives me chills and the leaves crunch under my feet. i was just taking it all in and i was going to be something. i used to say i was a dreamer; the truth is im not.
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[17 Apr 2007|02:41pm]
tues. two days until the second year anniversary of steves death. gonna be a rough one. but everyone is coming up to plymouth to be together and celebrate the good times so i hope there are few tears.

i hate school still. 33 days left and ive realized ive wasted four years of my life, i dont want to attend commencement, because on may 19th, i still wont have completed my degree and after this semester, i will not be attending school for quite a while, should have dropped out when i was a freshman when i was going to because now ive made too many friendships and dropping out right now would be too hard.. but yeah i should have never attended college, it was defenitely not for me and it took me four years to really realize it, i may dissapoint a lot of people, but i just want to work, some money is better than no money.

ahh anyways besides that everything is okay. except im a broke student and i need a great deal of money.
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[15 Apr 2007|05:27pm]
it is april 15th and we are getting two feet of snow, if cancellation of school does not occur tomorrow, my life will suck. ahhh boooo.
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fucking snow [15 Feb 2007|01:14pm]
i do not think it is a good idea to have school when there is about 3 feet of snow on the ground and therefore i am skipping classes and only going to work because i can literally get there in less than a minute. if the town school is closed why the fuck isnt the university. not to mention it is negative ten degrees, and i have the thinnest winter coat possible. i would have really rathered snow day number two, but no, only a two hour delay that by no means affects my class schedule. i cannot wait to graaadfuckingate.

anyways, turned 22, what a damn shame, except it was a reason to party. got key west tickets for spring break yesterday. 2007 sucks ass so far, cant imagine it being any better than 06 or 05 and on.. prob will suck just as hard.

well gonna go to work, the only good part of that is ill have a fat bong load to smoke after and continue to do absolutely nothing for the remainder of the day until drink time.
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sickkk [28 Aug 2006|06:59pm]
[ mood | siiiiick :( ]

so im sick. yeah like catching a cold sick boooo. i hate my life. ruttah had a party saturday. got unbelievably drunk and high all day/night. tons of people were there including a bunch of fags but nonetheless, a good way to end the summer, with a bang and no dramaaa. i got my first tattoo yesterday. ohmyfod, i know wicked badass. hahah not. worked today.. only have two more left [thankgodddd] and a possible job for winter break so that is pretty cool too. still havent called about my evaluation, but tomorrow is going to be a productive day.. my first weekday off this summer basically ..too bad it wont be sunny butttt at least i can start getting my shit together for good ol' plymouth.. its about time i leave to head back to the drunk town as i like to call it. does anyone really suceed from leaving that college besides attending AA every tuesday night, hahah

so the real reason im posting.. ive been reading my horoscope..weird i know but yesterday and today are so right and tomorrows its freaky,, well like you care but heres yesterdays

Sunday, August 27, 2006
Aquarius (Jan 20 - Feb 18)
Love arrives in many forms. Sometimes you can directly pursue your desires and sometimes they must remain unrealized in the realms of fantasy. But now it can be tricky trying to discern the difference between your imagination and reality. If you try to force an issue as you attempt to discriminate black from white, you may be disappointed. On the other hand, a peak experience may be yours if you are content with a lack of resolution.

ahhhhhhh what the fuck ohkay and heres todays..

Monday, August 28, 2006
Aquarius (Jan 20 - Feb 18)
You cannot get away with your typical quirkiness today. It's not like you're going to change overnight. It's just that things are going to keep calling you back to the details you may want to forget. Accept that there is no escape. Swallow your annoyance with reality and try to get the unpleasant tasks out of the way.

this could quite possibly mean i live in a bubble...okay and tomorrows, even though its 5 hours away

Tuesday, August 29, 2006
Aquarius (Jan 20 - Feb 18)
Your confusion continues to subside as the sparks return and you fire up your intellect. Enjoy the dramatic show as you actively engage the world with intense conversations to gain perspective on your feelings. However, avoid negotiations that require detached analysis, as it will be difficult for you now to separate your logical thoughts from your irrational needs.

im going crazzzyyy. hah. well i need to organize my room and maybe pack a little. departure time is in five daysss plus i need to get high later.


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